2 years and one lifetime later

I can hardly wrap my head around how long it has been since I wrote anything here. Because in my head I have written so many deep and meaningful texts, but it seems they never got further then inside my own head, to later be forgotten unfortunately.

It is the ’Super Flower Blood Moon of May 2022’ today and I am 39 weeks pregnant. There is so much that is new and different in my life today. A new home, a new relationship, a new life that is being created. I was initially hoping for baby to be born this day but when this day arrived I realized I was not 100% ready yet. So my next goal is may 18th. Two more days to settle at home, nesting and becoming as comfortable as possible to the idea of holding and loving a baby again. ❤️

Of course I do realize baby might come way later though. I am not so keen on thinking about that, so I am simply taking it day by day. And it doesn’t need to stop me from visualizing and setting my intentions. 🌻