I can hardly wrap my head around how long it has been since I wrote anything here. Because in my head I have written so many deep and meaningful texts, but it seems they never got further then inside my own head, to later be forgotten unfortunately. It is the ’Super Flower Blood Moon of…
Läs merMaiden, mother and crone. It has spoken to me for a long time, and it feels like it is the divine trinity for the feminine. Almost like the equivalent for the father, son and the holy spirit. When I have felt the most lost and alone, I have felt something within that has touched me,…
Läs merMy last post didn’t feel like it was written with my fullest capacity and inspiration. As I thought more about this, being rootless and having this empty feeling in my chest.. I realized what I kind of already know. Everything is for a reason. I broke the chain because I wanted to start something new,…
Läs merSome days more than others I get that sting in my heart, remembering I don’t have that close family bond that so many others share with their family. Weekly dinners, birthdays, celebrating holidays together and such. I guess today is one of those days. And in some ways I know I chose this, I moved…
Läs merI think I have gotten too comfortable lately. I haven’t stretched my mind and challenged myself enough this year. I know this and have avoided it as the truth that it is. But I am also thinking, maybe I needed it. I needed to be so comfortable I would be sick of it and myself…
Läs merIts thursday night, and I have spent about 4 hours with Mikael who said he could easily fix a new blog for me in ”only ten minutes”. Feels like the longest ten minutes of my life but apparently I am getting the best kind of platform with ”plug ins” and whatever. So I guess it’s…
Läs merIt’s a nice feeling that is settling inside of me lately. Slowly and steady we are getting into new routines in a new life, at a new place. We have moved to a village called “Morgongåva” which translates to “Morning-gift”. And it does feel like a gift. It’s perfectly big enough, perfectly far away from…
Läs merAs I wrote my earlier post about parenting a preteen, I realized only afterwards I missed giving credit to someone very important. Saying I did all of the single parenting by myself when Jamila was younger would not be a fair view of it. Because when Jamila was a baby, a very significant person stepped…
Läs merIsn’t funny when a lot of those people who say ”you shouldn’t care about what other people think”, often are the same who have a lot to say, or just thinking/judging about your own life anyway. A lot of those people are those I hold close in my heart and I know they carry good…
Läs merHaving a kid that is soon enough reaching her teenage years both excites and freaks me out a bit. I believe the hardest years might be to come… This feels like the crucial stage where I want to make sure I keep a healthy and secure relationship with her. Where she knows she can always…
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